KTMrad 517 Posted May 31, 2011 You gots to live in the moment....and every moment, because you never know......... > I just got this through one of my connections. It is an incredible first > hand account of the tornado and immediate aftermath. > Subject: 45 Seconds: Memoirs of an ER Doctor from May 22, 2011 > > Source: http://www.mercy.net/joplin/stories-of-mercy/45-seconds > > 45 Seconds: Memoirs of an ER Doctor from May 22, 2011 > > My name is Dr. Kevin Kikta, and I was one of two emergency room doctors who > were on duty at St. John's Regional Medical Center in Joplin, MO on Sunday, > May 22, 2011. > > You never know that it will be the most important day of your life until the > day is over. The day started like any other day for me: waking up, eating, > going to the gym, showering, and going to my 4:00 pm ER shift. > As I drove to the hospital I mentally prepared for my shift as I always do, > but nothing could ever have prepared me for what was going to happen > on this shift. Things were normal for the first hour and half. At > approximately 5:30 pm we received a warning that a tornado had been spotted. > Although I work in Joplin and went to medical school in Oklahoma, I live in > New Jersey, and I have never seen or been in a tornado. I learned that a > "code gray" was being called. We were to start bringing patients to safer > spots within the ED and hospital. > > At 5:42 pm a security guard yelled to everyone, "Take cover! We are about to > get hit by a tornado!" I ran with a pregnant RN, Shilo Cook, while others > scattered to various places, to the only place that I was familiar with in > the hospital without windows, a small doctor's office in the ED. Together, > Shilo and I tremored and huddled under a desk. We heard a loud horrifying > sound like a large locomotive ripping through the hospital. The whole > hospital shook and vibrated as we heard glass shattering, light bulbs > popping, walls collapsing, people screaming, the ceiling caving in above us, > and water pipes breaking, showering water down on everything. We suffered > this in complete darkness, unaware of anyone else's status, worried, scared. > We could feel a tight pressure in our heads as the tornado annihilated the > hospital and the surrounding area. The whole process took about 45 seconds, > but seemed like eternity. The hospital had just taken a direct hit from a > category > EF5 tornado. > > Then it was over. Just 45 seconds. 45 long seconds. We looked at each > other, terrified, and thanked God that we were alive. We didn't know, but > hoped that it was safe enough to go back out to the ED, find the rest of the > staff and patients, and assess our losses. > > "Like a bomb went off. " That's the only way that I can describe what we > saw next. Patients were coming into the ED in droves. It was absolute, > utter chaos. They were limping, bleeding, crying, terrified, with debris > and glass sticking out of them, just thankful to be alive. > The floor was covered with about 3 inches of water, there was no power, not > even backup generators, rendering it completely dark and eerie in the ED. > The frightening aroma of methane gas leaking from the broken gas lines > permeated the air; we knew, but did not dare mention aloud, what that meant. > I redoubled my pace. > > "We had to use flashlights to direct ourselves to the crying and wounded. > Where did all the flashlights come from? I'll never know, but immediately, > and thankfully, my years of training in emergency procedures kicked in. > There was no power, but our mental generators were up and running, and on > high test adrenaline. We had no cell phone service in the first hour, so we > were not even able to call for help and backup in the ED." > > I remember a patient in his early 20's gasping for breath, telling me that > he was going to die. After a quick exam, I removed the large shard of glass > from his back, made the clinical diagnosis of a pneumothorax (collapsed > lung) and gathered supplies from wherever I could locate them to insert a > thoracostomy tube in him. He was a trooper; I'll never forget his courage. > He allowed me to do this without any local anesthetic since none could be > found. With his life threatening injuries I knew he was running out of time, > and it had to be done. Quickly. > Imagine my relief when I heard a big rush of air, and breath sounds again; > fortunately, I was able to get him transported out. I immediately moved on > to the next patient, an asthmatic in status asthmaticus. We didn't even > have the option of trying a nebulizer treatment or steroids, but I was able > to get him intubated using a flashlight that I held in my mouth. A small > child of approximately 3-4 years of age was crying; he had a large avulsion > of skin to his neck and spine. The gaping wound revealed his cervical spine > and upper thoracic spine bones. I could actually count his vertebrae with > my fingers. This was a child, his whole life ahead of him, suffering life > threatening wounds in front of me, his eyes pleading me to help him.. We > could not find any pediatric C collars in the darkness, and water from the > shattered main pipes was once again showering down upon all of us. > Fortunately, we were able to get him immobilized with towels, and start an > IV with fluids and pain meds before shipping him out. We felt paralyzed and > helpless ourselves. > I didn't even know a lot of the RN's I was working with. They were from > departments scattered all over the hospital. It didn't matter. We worked as > a team, determined to save lives. There were no specialists available -- my > orthopedist was trapped in the OR. We were it, and we knew we had to get > patients out of the hospital as quickly as possible. > As we were shuffling them out, the fire department showed up and helped us > to evacuate. Together we worked furiously, motivated by the knowledge and > fear that the methane leaks could cause the hospital could blow up at any > minute. > > Things were no better outside of the ED. I saw a man crushed under a large > SUV, still alive, begging for help; another one was dead, impaled > by a street sign through his chest. Wounded people were walking, > staggering, all over, dazed and shocked. All around us was chaos, > reminding me of scenes in a war movie, or newsreels from bombings in Bagdad. > Except this was right in front of me and it had happened in just 45 seconds. > My own car was blown away. Gone. Seemingly evaporated. We searched within > a half mile radius later that night, but never found the car, only the > littered, crumpled remains of former cars. > And a John Deere tractor that had blown in from miles away. > > Tragedy has a way of revealing human goodness. As I worked, surrounded by > devastation and suffering, I realized I was not alone. The people of the > community of Joplin were absolutely incredible. Within minutes of the > horrific event, local residents showed up in pickups and sport utility > vehicles, all offering to help transport the wounded to other facilities, > including Freeman, the trauma center literally across the street. > Ironically, it had sustained only minimal damage and was functioning > (although I'm sure overwhelmed). I carried on, grateful for > the help of the community. > > Within hours I estimated that over 100 EMS units showed up from various > towns, counties and four different states. Considering the circumstances, > their response time was miraculous. Roads were blocked with downed utility > lines, smashed up cars in piles, and they still made it through. > > We continued to carry patients out of the hospital on anything that we could > find: sheets, stretchers, broken doors, mattresses, wheelchairs-anything > that could be used as a transport mechanism. > > As I finished up what I could do at St John's, I walked with two RN's, Shilo > Cook and Julie Vandorn, to a makeshift MASH center that was being set up > miles away at Memorial Hall. We walked where flourishing neighborhoods once > stood, astonished to see only the disastrous remains of flattened homes, > body parts, and dead people everywhere. I saw a small dog just wimpering in > circles over his master who was dead, unaware that his master would not ever > play with him again. At one point we tended to a young woman who just stood > crying over her dead mother who was crushed by her own home. The young > woman covered her mother up with a blanket and then asked all oWe had no > answer for her, but silence and tears. > > By this time news crews and photographers were starting to swarm around, and > we were able to get a ride to Memorial Hall from another RN. The chaos was > slightly more controlled at Memorial Hall. I was relieved to see many of my > colleagues, doctors from every specialty, helping out. > It was amazing to be able to see life again. It was also amazing to see how > fast workers mobilized to set up this MASH unit under the circumstances. > Supplies, food, drink, generators, exam tables, all were there-except > pharmaceutical pain meds. I sutured multiple lacerations, and splinted many > fractures, including some open with bone exposed, and then intubated another > patient with severe COPD, slightly better controlled conditions this time, > but still less than optimal. > > But we really needed pain meds. I managed to go back to the St John's with > another physician, pharmacist, and a sheriff's officer. Luckily, security > let us in to a highly guarded pharmacy to bring back a garbage bucket sized > supply of pain meds. > > At about midnight I walked around the parking lot of St. John's with local > law enforcement officers looking for anyone who might be alive or trapped in > crushed cars. They spray-painted "X"s on the fortunate vehicles that had > been searched without finding anyone inside. The unfortunate vehicles wore > "X's" and sprayed-on numerals, indicating the number of dead inside, > crushed in their cars, cars which now resembled flattened recycled > aluminum cans the tornado had crumpled in her iron hands, an EF5 tornado, > one of the worst in history, whipping through this quiet town with demonic > strength. I continued back to Memorial hall into the early morning hours > until my ER colleagues told me it was time for me to go home. I was > completely exhausted. I had seen enough of my first tornado. > > How can one describe these indescribable scenes of destruction? The next > day I saw news coverage of this horrible, deadly tornado. It was excellent > coverage, and Mike Bettes from the Weather Channel did a great job, but > there is nothing that pictures and video can depict compared to seeing it in > person. That video will play forever in my mind. > > I would like to express my sincerest gratitude to everyone involved in > helping during this nightmarish disaster. My fellow doctors, RN's, techs, > and all of the staff from St. John's. I have worked at St John's for > approximately 2 years, and I have always been proud to say that I was a > physician at St John's in Joplin, MO. The smart, selfless and immediate > response of the professionals and the community during this catastrophe > proves to me that St John's and the surrounding community are special. I am > beyond proud. > > To the members of this community, the health care workers from states away, > and especially Freeman Medical Center, I commend everyone on unselfishly > coming together and giving 110% the way that you all did, even in your own > time of need. St John's Regional Medical Center is gone, but her spirit and > goodness lives on in each of you. > > EMS, you should be proud of yourselves. You were all excellent, and did a > great job despite incredible difficulties and against all odds > > For all of the injured who I treated, although I do not remember your names > (nor would I expect you to remember mine) I will never forget your faces. > I'm glad that I was able to make a difference and help in the best way that > I knew how, and hopefully give some of you a chance at rebuilding your lives > again. For those whom I was not able to get to or treat, I apologize whole > heartedly. > > Last, but not least, thank you, and God bless you, Mercy/St John's for > providing incredible care in good times and even more so, in times of the > unthinkable, and for all the training that enabled us to be a team and treat > the people and save lives. > > Sincerely, > > Kevin J. Kikta, DO > Department of Emergency Medicine > Mercy/St John's Regional Medical Center, Joplin, MO . > > Nick Gragnani, Executive Director > St. Louis Area Regional ResponSt. Louis, MO 63102 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites